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Holding Cell

by Anaria

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    7 of the 11 tracks on this album have been released to streaming and have music videos, so be sure to check them out on YouTube! All audio and video produced in-house by our production company, Wildthorn Productions.
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1.
Holding Cell 03:10
I’ve been living in a nightmare world Trapped inside my holding cell Gotta smile so the world can’t tell Is this real? Tired of living like I’m second rate tired of looking for the hand of fate The years just take and then they slip away Tired of wondering if I’m good enough Or being told I need to toughen up Swimming even though the water’s rough I don’t need compliments or lies to bring me up. Chorus: Sacrifice every part of me To the gods I cannot see Like I’m living in a memory Is this just a dream— I’ve been living in a nightmare world Trapped inside my holding cell Gotta smile so the world can’t tell Is this real because it feels like hell Time for me to put the past behind This old sadness doesn’t age like wine The years go by and we run out of time Not gonna make apologies Or give a self-indulgent speech I know that I did right by me Just be real with me and leave me be (Chorus) If you love me unconditionally, You won’t spend your time judging me. I said, I know I did right by me And life’s too brief to make apologies. (Chorus)
2.
Synthesis 03:35
Stare into a blank face, my mind erased Thoughts replaced with synthesis Addicted to the rush of it Walls are closing in I fall away into this hole again I - I love the way they die Worshiping the lie Drag me beneath my faith, a vision Of hypocrisy in the binary Tie me down to the beating heart Of these machines This company is killing me I - I love the way they die Worshiping the lie I love the way they hide From the toxic truth inside I love the way they die. I - I love the way they die Worshiping the lie
3.
Freakshow 02:47
Chorus: (Welcome) This is the freak show (Welcome) We’ve taken hold (Welcome) This is your new home (Welcome) Embrace the fold. Little lamb, I see your eyes, You’re scared to be what they despise. I’m here to tell you there’s nothing to fear So let your guard down ‘cause we don’t judge here (Chorus) Half-burned truths of love and death You can’t always know the hand you’ll get. This is a temple! We’ve made our sacrifice It’s time to bury the madness and the lies (Chorus) We’re not wrong, we’re misunderstood, We fight to live, to prove we’re good. We stand together, we’re more than what they say We may be different but we are here to stay. (Chorus)
4.
The Sandman 02:57
Sleep, my love Hold tight to dreams that come Let them take you Through the night to the land of the moon. Sand in your eyes Taking shape to mesmerize These forms we hide beneath the thought’s disguise Chorus: Dream away into the endless sea I will stay till we reach eternity Sleep, my love Until the sandman comes Let him take you To his world where dreaming reigns Sand in your mind Leave this mortal coil behind To sail on seas of stars Till the ending of time (Chorus) Dream away, won’t you stay? Dream away, won’t you stay? (Chorus)
5.
I waited for your call to bring me Back to the aching light Wandering with wool pulled over my eyes Still searching for a sign Break the peace for amnesty Drawn into what’s hunting me Chorus: Bring me back to the circle of love Your candle shining in my heart Shadows are closing in around me Come set me free! I walked for miles through the forest Just looking for the end My senses dulled by all around me Lost in the dark again Break my soul for self control Cyclical, I’m never whole (chorus) Through the night, we are burning Feel your light, bring me to your love (chorus)
6.
Worthy 03:32
I broke through to the other side A part of myself too scared to hide The light which shone and made us blind A star collapsing from inside Pain is only part of the change As our souls begin to rearrange Chorus: See yourself like I do Beautiful scars are part of you See your flaws and embrace them ‘Cause you are perfect how you are And you are worthy of love Look in the mirror, see the good inside We have faced mountains, yet still we climb When despair beckons, we say “no, not this time” We’re more than shadows, we’re alive (Chorus)
7.
Step a little closer to me Mm, it’s getting harder to breathe Pulse digging deep in my mind If I held your heart, what would I find Chorus: The night belongs to me Conduct this symphony Your fear and ecstasy Fill up my blackened heart With your sweet melody Do you find your eyes to deceive Confusing lights with sanctuary But the monsters you should most fear Often are the ones you hold most dear (Chorus) Do you find me beautiful Do you find me whimsical As the world turns upside down Do you see what lurks in the crowd (Chorus)
8.
Ritual 02:44
You have a burning coal That’s tearing through your broken heart The pages smoke and curl What binds you crumbles, and falls apart Chorus: Stay, this will all soon pass away Like an ember fades to gray You will don the shroud of faith Leave all your memories Rise and accept your fate You are my effigy My haunted hollow, my heresy Casting these bones on stone I read the signs of destiny (Chorus) (Instrumental) (Chorus)
9.
Golden Crown 03:15
Why do you build me up Only to tear me down? Was I not good enough To wear your golden crown? High, too high, atop your tower of stone. High, too high, so now I feel alone. Chorus: Why do you hate me? Why can’t you let me go? I’m chasing every dream Where you cannot follow. Why do your lips sing praise While your throat screams neglect? Am I your goddess or Am I degenerate? Drowning, I’m drowning in your ocean eyes. Drowning, I’m drowning, trapped beneath your lies. Chorus 2: ...hate me. Why can’t you let me go? I’m chasing every dream Where you cannot follow. Why won’t you leave me Where I can wield sorrow? I want to face the unknown, To face it on my own. Drowning, I’m drowning. Drowning, I’m drowning. Drowning, I’m drowning. (Chorus 2)
10.
Don’t lose your head as the sun goes down Their halos fade when the demons come out Bled by design until our veins run dry Writhing in pain yet refusing to die Chorus: Fallen, I’m unhinged and I have awoken Calling through the waste of vows you have broken Promise of angels as the days burn to ash Knives stain the sand in the aftermath Wash over me like a nightmare I can’t erase While I’m hopelessly envisioning my last escape (Chorus) (Chorus) Fear me, I am everything that you made me Monster, I am bound eternally
11.
Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice Chorus: Come on and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime (Chorus) (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul

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Anaria’s third official studio album, “Holding Cell” is a hard rock album which explores themes of isolation, breaking out of one’s own mind prison, and forging towards self-acceptance.

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released March 29, 2024

Songwriting, Recording, Production, Mixing/Mastering by Sergio Salvucci of Wildthorn Productions
Songwriting, Recording by Jessica Mercy
Songwriting by Daniel Spinney

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Anaria Boston, Massachusetts

Anaria is a modern metal band hailing from New England who experiments with symphonic elements, modern rock, cinematic scoring, and pop arrangements.

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